from “The Fox” by D. H. Lawrence

She lowered her eyes, and suddenly saw the fox.   He was looking up at her.   His chin was pressed down, and his eyes were looking up.     They met her eyes.   And he knew her.   She was spellbound–she knew he knew her.   So he looked into her eyes, and her soul failed her.   He knew her, he was not daunted.

She struggled, confusedly she came to herself, and saw him making off, with slow leaps over some fallen boughs, slow, impudent jumps.   Then he glanced over his shoulder, and ran smoothly away.   She saw his brush held smooth like a feather, she saw his white buttocks twinkle.   And he was gone, softly, soft as the wind.

She put her gun to her shoulder, but even then pursed her mouth, knowing it was nonsense to pretend to fire.   So she began to walk slowly after him, in the direction he had gone, slowly, pertinaciously.   She expected to find him.   In her heart she was determined to find him.   What she would do when she saw him again she did not consider.   But she was determined to find him.   So she walked abstractedly about on the edge of the wood, with wide, vivid dark eyes, and a faint flush in her cheeks.   She did not think.   In strange mindlessness she walked hither and thither.

At last she became aware that Banford was calling her.   She made an effort of attention, turned, and gave some sort of screaming call in answer.   Then again she was striding off towards the homestead.   The red sun was setting, the fowls were retiring towards their roost.   She watched them, white creatures, black creatures, gathering to the barn.   She watched them spellbound, without seeing them. But her automatic intelligence told her when it was time to shut the door.

She went indoors to supper, which Banford had set on the table.   Banford chatted easily.   March seemed to listen, in her distant, manly way.   She answered a brief word now and then.   But all the time she was as if spellbound.   And as soon as supper was over, she rose again to go out, without saying why.

She took her gun again and went to look for the fox.   For he had lifted his eyes upon her, and his knowing looked seemed to have entered her brain.   She did not so much think of him: she was possessed by him.   She saw his dark, shrewd, unabashed eye looking into her, knowing her.   She felt him invisibly master her spirit.   She knew the way he lowered his chin as he looked up, she knew his muzzle, the golden brown, and the greyish white .   And again she saw him glance over his should at her, half inviting, half contemptuous and cunning.   So she went, with her great startled eyes glowing, her gun under her arm, along the wood edge.   Meanwhile the night fell, and a great moon rose above the pine trees.   And again Banford was calling.

So she went indoors.   She was silent and busy.   She examined her gun, and cleaned it, musing abstractedly by the lamplight.   Then she went out again, under the great moon, to see if everything was right.   When she saw the dark crests of the pine trees against the blood-red sky, again her heart beat to the fox, the fox.   She wanted to follow him, with her gun.

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